Tired

So tired of crying "bye"
So tired of endless pain
My heart can't do it
It wants to cry its tears
It hurts too much to bleed like that
It swallows the red pain instead
It hopes to see you again

Only to lose you again
Only to bleed again
The circling pain grips my heart
I have to cry
It hurts
It hurts not to
It hurts to
I don't know
My mind wanders
Lost in a world of foreign love
Detached and broken at the fingertips
Not by choice, but by time's viscious whim